The No Ringgit Traveler

Situation 1.

Imagine you're alone in a small studio unit with little space to walk around, and you are jobless and technically got nothing to do, and at the same time you are broke cause no incoming money since January. Your life has been like this for the past 3 bloody months, how would you feel?

Situation 2.

Imagine you're hopeful to get a work visa then suddenly the immigration requires you to meet specialist due to your bodily irregular activity. On top of that you broke and scratching you're head how to get NZD300 for a consulation.

Situation 3.

Okay, imagine you got the money and you met the doctor but he said, "this (your) case most likely will rejected (by the immigration) but however you have to go for further medical test". Then again how would you feel?

Situation 4.

You paid the doctor NZD300 but you still have to pay another NZD410 of which the doctor didn't tell you earlier. And now you have to come up with more money whereas you don't even have it to pay bus ride to the airport in case you visa being rejected!

Situation 5.

You give up. You think no hope to get the visa. No point of paying NZD410 which equivalent to RM1200 just for a rejection, it doesn't worth it. Then you think maybe it's the time for you to leave this bloody blood sucking and money making country BUT at the same, emotionally you are not ready to be back in Malaysia for good. All the dreams will be shattered into millions pieces and gaining a momentum out of this failure make take you awhile.

Situation 6.

You ready to say goodbye to some of your friend. But suddenly there's an angel lending you hand (well actually more to lending you money) to go further medical test. The angel said, "dont give up" and pull you up to stand tall again. With her help you see light of hope again. Your medical result turn up to be on your side, you where not sick as the doctor think you were. How would you feel? I was cheering.

Situation 7

Again you wait patiently in the small studio unit for the final result from immigration but this time you are ready for whatever the outcome will be. Approve, you'll be here another year. Rejected, you just fly and let the wind take you.